Sunday, May 8, 2011

on the run

I know its been at least a month since ive been on here. Im sorry I had to leave and I had no access to a computer really. Or my phone, I have gone through 2 phones since Feburary and my 3rd one is now acting up too. They go all electrical haywire and stop working so now nobody can really get ahold of me. Which is good. But it makes everything look more suspicious. But wait you dont even know what the hell happaned.

Well a couple of weeks ago me and Jade went out to BCSP to go looking for Logan. I figured since my dreams of the williams house were increasing that hopefully we would find somekind of evidence or somehting out there. So Jade and I head out to the park. Everything was pretty quiet when we pulled in but the closer we got to the williams house the worse I felt. I felt.....wrong like something wasnt right. And when I turn to say something to Jade I see Logan jump her from behind. Than Jade fell into a heap on the ground. I looked down at Jade, she was laying in a puddle of her own blood.
I was instantly pissed I looked up and saw Logan leering at me. Enraged I ran towards the bitch, I tackled her to the ground and started beating the shit out of her. Everywhere my fists could hit; I hit. I couldnt control myself, it...it was overwhealming ive never had so much hatred fill me like that. She kept laughing at me and saying things about her "master" with every punch.
I killed Logan I dont know why. I mean she did just killed Jade but that does not justfy what I did. I regret it deeply, I......words cant describe what I want to say.

I left that very night started running. Summer doesnt even know what has happaned. I didnt have enough time to tell her what happaned, before I left. I came home for mothers day. (in a disguise of course for the cops if they are after me its actually kinda fun hahahahaha) So Im off of here to talk to Summer before I leave again. SOrry it took so long