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I have a feeling spring will never be sprung again! Ugh snowing again here! I hate that white nemisis in other news, going on a field trip tuesday! In college that is pure insanity! Yesterday was a damn good day and today is a pretty good except for this damn snow! Now to write this paper..... later gators

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catching up

So staying at Summer's was ok. She has 3 dogs outside and 4 inside and according to Branwen, dogs seem to keep slenderman and things away which I truly believe because not once did anything bother me while I was at Summer's. Although I was pretty sick the first 2 days but I think maybe I was kinda "flushing" all of that stuff out of my system. I dunno. Or I was just plain sick.

Anyways I called Jade and told her what had happaned. she is starting to record things that are going on with her in a journal. (Thanks to branwen) to see if anything weird starts to happen to her. So far nothing too weird.

Something else Logan is starting to act weird. Im hoping when she comes back from her trip to VA she will be in a far better mood. I hope so she has been in such a bitchy mood. That is the only way I can really describe it.

Now to the real story. Finally Summer and me had a discussion about whatever has been going on.

Summer: "Ok what is going on with you Elizabeth, and dont pull that im just really tired bull shit. Im not falling for it. I know something else is bothering you so fess up"

me: "I told you that im just stressed and tired"

"Theres something bigger than that I can feel it. You know you can talk to me"

"Well if I say anything you have to promise me that you will let me talk, and you will not get upset with me and let me finish."

"ok, I promise"

So I told her everything that has been going on and to my surprise I got this back from her.

"Well let me ask you this what do you remember of your child hood?"

That got me really thinking. I know this  is going to sound crazy but I dont remember my whole first grade year. In fact up until recently I always thought I just skipped first grade, until I asked my mom last year about it.

*after a couple of minutes "Anything odd that sticks out to you kiddo?"

"How would you know anything about my past? I just met you last year?"

"Not true, when you were in first grade I used to watch you from when you got out of school up until bed time. Your parents both had full time jobs and wernt home during that time. So they hired me to pick you up off the bus and watch you. You had an imaginary friend than and I figured it was normal for your age and situation. I would take you to the playground and you would play for hours talking to this imaginary friend. But things started to get weird. You had these.....burns? on your wrists. And you would say 'thats where He grabbed me to play ring a round the rosies he didnt mean it'. You started to draw terrible scary pictures with a tall man in them and saying it was your imaginary friend. Somedays you were a sweet innocent little girl and other days it was like........like you wernt even there. You were blank and you would just sit there and stare off into nothing. Your parents started to take you to a child therapist, and he thought it best if you got away from everything from that time. So that's when you guys moved back to Virginia. Your doctor told me that not having contact with you would be the best for your health. I tried to get in touch with your parents to see how you were holding up and to see if I could help. But your father wrote me back a very nasty letter saying things were better in your life since I was out of it and that they suspected me of foul play."

"so....I mean.........wait if you were my baby sitter than how come I dont remember you? Why arnt you in any of my pictures as a little kid?"

"Well you cant even remember anything from that year so I doubt you would remember me. But there is something in you that remembers me. That is why we hit it off so easily when we 'first met' last year. We've already had that connection. There are no pictures because your family was going to throw all the ones out of me and you but I begged them to give them to me. They obliged but a month later my house cought on fire and I lost everything."

"well, how did I get rid of him the first time? As a child? Do you know?"

"ah that im not really sure of. I have my guesses. I believe you were put on some kind of medication. Wern't you going to a therapist up until a couple of months ago?"

"no actually, I lost my health insurance about a year and a half ago."

"hmm intreasting. Well I promise you kiddo that we will figure this all out this time. I wont leave you we will figure this out together."

this deff puts in intresting twist to everything. I mean wow I still really dont know what to think about any of this.

ah feeling much better! Ive been at summers house all weekend story to follow, just checking in to say im a ok

Story time

So last week, I had one of those black out experiences. Thats why I felt so lost. I feel kind of week to say anything about it, but hey I had a lot on my mind with drama and I was emotionally drained all the way around. Which I think made me more suspectible to the whole slendy mind screwing.
Anywho,my terrible nightmare first. Im in an old village and I can hear children playing with jump ropes and things. When all of a sudden it gets eerily quit so I walk around the village trying to see why it got so quiet so im walking and I see a little blonde hair girl in a pink and white dress with her back to me and as I walk closer I notice shes just staring straight ahead. So i look in the general direction she was staring and when I see its Him shes staring at she starts screaming and screaming. And one of his tentical things reach out and grab the little girl and pulls her away. And they disappear and I wake up screaming like the little girl. It freaks me out. Like I know that little girl. I dunno why it freaks me out so much but it does.

So Im sitting in class  today after one of the nightmares and im tired. And im thinking about the drama that my life has turned. (I dont want to get into that because it has nothing to deal with slendy but It does make me very upset and i think about it constantly) Anywho, so im sitting there listing to the teacher drone on and on when I "come to" around sunset time in the pioner village. Im just laying in the garden by the williams house. Compeltly freaked. I call Summer for a ride home because I really have no idea who else to call or how I even got there because HELLO I do not own a car anymore! So needless to say the whole way back to Summers shes asking me what the hell happaned. I tell her I honestly dont know or remember. So she thinks im going crazy or something (trust me so do I. second time this has happaned to me. The first time was a week ago and i ended up at the wharf.) so she has me under survaliance at her house. If anything else happens I will let you know. Im going to call Jade soon as well

Intreasting

Jade told me she really had to talk to me which is weird because I never really talk to her outside of ghost busting. Anyways I agreeded to meet her at timmy hoes today. When I showed up she was acting a little weird. So as we were sitting there making small talk she was getting more antsy. Finally I asked her what it was she needed to talk to me about.
Jade; "some weird things have been happning Elizabeth, and I dont think anyone will even believe me. But I had to talk to somebody"

Me: "Well what is it Jade?" but I had a gut feeling I knew excatly what she was going to say

Jade well I was doing some research the other day on weird creature things for Dawn for the crypto department. When I happend to run across this......this.....uh slenderman thing. He like......well I dont want you to think im crazy but, the more you know about him the more power he has. I figured yeah ok, hes just some legend like somehting you tell your kids to scare them. But Elizabeth heres the thing, Ive seen him. I mean hes been right there and ive seen him where others couldnt.....i just dont know what to do at this point. And I know you think im crazy but he was there. Long arms, no face, really freakisly tall. And he has a way of always being there to scare the crap out of me"

Is it bad that I felt kind of relieved that now she knows about him? I feel bad because I dont want anyone to be involved with this. But now Im not alone. We have started to talk a little bit about what we are going to do with this all.

By the way I usually let my evidence sit before I listen to it. Theres something called developing playback. It just lets things develope more before you get everything. So I listened back to an evp from a couple of weeks ago. It was from me and summers mini adventrue. During the distortion (that I thought was my phone) You can hear "SHE SEES, SHE SEES ALL ALONE" it was a little creepy

But me and Jade have decieded to go on a little adventure on our own we want to

Lost

Im afraid. So much happaning very little time to do anything. Im terrified to even say anything because i dont want to involve anyone. Im just at a loss of what to do at this point

Hectic

Sorry I havnt posted for awhile, things have been pretty hectic here in the last week. We went to BCSP (beaver creek state park)  the pioneer village. We did some investigating but it was pretty quiet. I think since it was so cold even the ghost were too cold to want to come out. But as we were taking pics summer wanted to head down towards the williams house. So as I was following her down thats when I saw Him. He was standing down by my favorite patch of trees down there. (yea screw you slender man!)  I stopped dead in my tracks and did a double take hopping it was just my over active imigination acting up. But no He was still there "staring" back at me. Than I noticed Summer and Jade were still heading towards the Williams house. So I yelled into the night "Guys why dont we go back up to the covered bridge and do some EVP's? That way we get out of the wind a little bit so it wont be so cold." After a bit of banter back and forth they finally agreed to go with me. EVP wise we got very little. Just one creepy long sentence that I still havnt been able to decifer. Thats unusual because generally EVP's are very short one word answers. This was a run on sentence. It sent chills up my spine.

Ive also been having terrible nightmares for the last two weeks. I cant remember them I just wake up terrified. One all I can remember is it was in black and white (which is weird cause I generally dream in a sepia color) and I woke up flailing my arms and legs and had a strong desire to throw up.

Also this week my car killed itself and I had to junk him. It was hard to do since this was my very own car. I bought him with my own money and he was all mine. And now im looking for a car in the worst time of the year to look for a car. Income tax season. Everything just seems to keep getting worse not better. This is why I hate winter/

speaking of winter, the weather where im at was bi-polar this week! One day me and Summer were out taking pictures of the floods all over the place and the next day it was snowing! I hate this weird weather I just wish summer will come so I can watch the summer storms, and be warm while doing so.

Here's my theory about this slenderman thing. Maybe he himself starts "stalking" people when they first hear of him. Kind of like He's like oh hey guys you know about me and our skepical? well let me scare the living daylights out of you for a little while try to hollow you out. And if that doesnt work I send in some hollowed proxys to keep you on your toes. Just a theory though.